You will never know the "what if" between you and I

I'm simply sick of you. You will not shut your mouth with unwanted opinions and thoughts you share with me. You don't want me to be happy. You love to see my miserable eyes and troubled smile. It's your power to control me.
I do not care about you anymore.
I would never cry away tears for you.
I would never laugh at your pity of a joke.
I would never embrace your heavy body.
I will never smile at you again.
You mean nothing to me. Just another face in the crowd. I can't even stand your name it makes me want to hurl.
I know why you do it though. You are jealous, you have everything. But what bugs you the most is that you never had me in your arms. Never kissed my delicate lips. You never had the power to love me to the fullest. And you will never know. When time is up i will happy to never see you again.